I sat there alone



As the light begin to fade
And darkness seeps in
As depression feasts on my soul
And whispers fill my ears

I sat there alone
Looking for the light
 That once filled my day 
With endless joy and laughs

As life push me down
And deny my existence
As people laugh
And mock me

I sat there alone
Yearning for help
No one came
I was alone

As my spirit broke
And my hope extinguished 
Demons came
And made it worse

I sat there alone
Believing the lies they say
Life is too hard
Life is not for everyone

Alas I found my salvation
And no longer do I fear
If this life is too hard, why not end it?
Start a new life, a second chance

I sat there alone
Till the last drop of blood drip out my wrist
I was contend, no longer shall I be alone
In the end, I was still alone


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